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Enough with myself

2012-03-01T14:31:00.003+08:00

I'm ENOUGH with myself! Well, I shouldn't engage myself into any lovey-missing stuff now. I'm over-jealous. I'm jealousy. I'm dangerous. Man out there, be ware of a girl like me.

A closer look at my friends.

2012-02-24T21:30:00.006+08:00

I like Christie Soo. In terms of "friend". He's so friendly and helpful. I don't know how to show my appreciation to him because he always helps me throughout the moments. Like in the BIO LAB, if I don't understand one thing, I will ask him and he always tries his best to look up the answer for me. If he doesn't know or the answer isn't in the book, he will help me to ask teacher or just says dunno in a helpless and sorry tone. I'm so thankful and grateful to him. Every morning I have to seek help from him as I need someone who reaches school earlier to carry a bundle of newspapers from the guard house in the front door to our Form 6 building block, and he never complain anything. Don't worry, I will ask other friend to take turn with him so that he's not the only one to carry the heavy newspapers every morning. He's too humble. He's the smartie pie in my class. He never show off his knowledge, he's just sitting quietly there and waiting for friends like me to ask him questions. PRO. What makes me bring up a topic like this?

Jac and I talked to Jun Wei today, during our R&D MUET session. He's so mature... I didn't notice a person like him when I was Form 5, I see him very clearly now. He's a man with huge responsibilities on his shoulders. He talked about his study methods and it freaked me out to learn how dedicated and committed is this guy, a guy in my class, my classmate and my friend. He said his family background pushed him to study this hard, otherwise, die. STPM is his only hope to continue his tertiary education in the future. Here, I wish all THE BEST to Jun Wei. I wish him successful and I know he can do it and hit it. He even said, you have to be faster than others, otherwise you can't survive in the society. As according to him "Do your best, beat the rest."

I'm scared now. I have to set a benchmark and follow him up. Otherwise I will get eliminated from the class, too.

Where's my voice?

2012-02-23T14:55:00.003+08:00

I said I won't do it, but I'm still keeping my eyes on him. I can't control it, I know it's my eyeballs but it's out of my control at the moment.

Sometimes, I feel like I don't respect myself. I promised myself not to do something yet I do it. Sometimes, I even forget to ask for my own opinion first before I decide, it's like following what my friends say. I forget to listen to my voice. Every time when the light bulb above my head ignites, then only I realised I do something not following my own hearts, for others' pleasure but not to my own pleasure. After that, I feel terrible. Then I started to regret. It follows that I ruin my day. And the cycle repeats.

Every morning, I have to worry about newspapers. I have to check whether the newspapers are already on the library table or not (but I have faith in my friend, Christie); and I have to make sure they distribute the newspapers, all this and that. It's a huge responsibility. I forgot to distribute newspaper to Puan Laurette, my MATHS teacher, and she looked a little bit disappointed with me for I didn't do my part well. In fact, I was reluctant to put the newspaper nicely in front of her office door because sometimes the library door is closed and her office is in the library. It's my fault. That's why I'm very.... I doubt my leadership now.

I'm scared and I'm so scared to be ignored. I know I ignore him at the first place, but a real man shouldn't care about this right? I know he doesn't care or doesn't even notice something minor and trivial like this, but I care about every detail, every action, every movement.

Well, study hard. Cheerio.

Human's heart

2012-02-22T14:46:00.003+08:00

Not bad right? After all, I'm just blessed.

He had an honest talk to me. We had a heart-to-heart talk in the Chemistry LAB. All my doubts faded as I listened to him. He confessed his unhappy and saddening past, especially his high school life. What courages took him to speak all these to me? I was shocked despite myself. He told me his biggest secret (I'm not sure whether it's that "big") but, he trusts me. That's why he spoke everything honestly to me. I'm very sorry to his past, at the same time, I realised: homo sapiens is unpredictable. The way one portrays oneself is so different from one's inner-self. One may look very interesting and knowledgeable, but when one speaks, you may be blew away by one. That's only an example, I don't mean him BTW.

He said I'm like his family member. I thought I would say "Oh crap!" to myself but I didn't. He said the past makes him afraid to start a relationship, plus he wants to concentrate on his studies. His reasoning is MUCH better than saying "you ain't my cup of tea". LOL I thought it would hurt me when I feel like he treats me just like a sister but I didn't entirely hurt when I find out the truth behind. Every guy feels like protecting me because I look small and I'm charming. Haha! After all, he's just not ready. I appreciate it when he really treats me like a sister. A guy feels like protecting me but the guy won't fall in love with me. And, I'm not ready to start a relationship either, should enjoy being a sister and being spoilt by big "brothers" :P

Every one deserves a chance, right? He has changed so much and I asked him "at least you learnt from your mistake right?" "Yes, a lot."

Human's heart is so fragile. She's my GOOD friend, that's why when she cries, I feel like crying too. For quite a long time, I don't taste the feeling of having a true friendship. Now I found you. Hope we can stay stronger in the future or, NOW! :)

Blessing in disguise

2012-02-20T18:56:00.004+08:00

I just finished the very nerves-racking exam of all time! I had my MUET: Speaking test today and two examiners from other state/school gave marks based on our 'points', 'language' and one more forgotten requirement.

Talk about the examiners first. One is an Indian; the other is a Chinese. The first time I saw the Indian examiner, she's so sweet, cute, friendly and warm. The way she portrayed herself and nodding with us while we spoke - made us calm and warmer. I don't get it. The Chinese examiner didn't even smile to us. She's a little bit tough, perhaps she's just expressionless, she's not that bad. I was scolded (slightly) by her because I sat in the wrong position, thanked God Khai Ling(Candidate B) realised it and very quickly we exchanged our place. Having said that, the examiner actually saw it, so she just "tegur" us a little bit and I said "I'm so sorry!".

I thought being the first person to speak is SCARY and most disadvantaging, because the first one may have no enough time to jot down all the important points. Nevertheless, I did it. Pretty well this time. No. In case, this was the BEST performance I ever gave during MUET: Speaking. Normal day, in the class, I only managed to speak within 1 minute. This time I utilized and used 2 minutes completely until the Chinese examiner even said "Time's up. Please make a conclusion." I was like WOW, giving myself a big claps.

Usually, the first to speak will leave impression to the examiners. I kickstart the group discussion as my group members and I already organised the flow of our discussion. Did I speak too fast or too "aggressively"?

After all, it isn't bad to be the first to speak :)

family

2012-02-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

It's approaching 11pm. Tomorrow is Monday, I feel gloomy and moody.

BTW, today is my dad's birthday! Perhaps this is the first ever celebration having no sister mb and mj by our side. My elder sister is busy preparing for her Degree in Law examination; my younger sister is having national service. Thanked God they remembered today is father's red-letter day. Nothing much to mention now. I should move on and study. I think all of my classmates are doing the same thing, I don't want to leave out either.

Next Monday is the MUET Speaking EXAM! I never forget the date!

P/s:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

Get a life, don't you have other things to do?

2012-02-11T18:12:00.007+08:00

What a wake up call today and only I realised - I've been focusing on something unimportant and less focus on other thing which is more important : friendship. It's not what I want, really. Can you see people keep mentioning about "Forever Alone" in Facebook in conjunction with the coming Valentine's Day ? Well

it's irritating.

In your life, don't you have other thing to keep you company, beside having a girlfriend or boyfriend by your side? Like family? Or friends? It worries me when I see the youngsters (the ones that're younger than me) keep sharing "#foreveralone" post because they make me start to wonder

you love because you're afraid of loneliness?

Seemingly, I have something to let you see:

At your young age right now, focus on your family first will be the primary constituent to your blossoming friendship and relationship. Read some books or international news/ musics/ entertainment on the line. It's more meaningful than just saying you'll be alone, forever.

Why do you have to curse yourself for being forever solitude or loveless?

*Smile :)

2012-02-10T18:00:00.003+08:00

Cheers. I know I have a very unorganized essay, and weak development of ideas. Somehow, my language is still GOOD. Puan Mary praised me for the third time now, I'm so delighted! Today is Puan Mary's day because she made my day. Of course it's not just because of her compliment, she poked fun at me-.-

She poked my stomach three times, lightly. Because I was talking loudly to my friend and said "不是！不是 (No! No!)". She smiled at me and poked my tummy and asked "what 'bu shi' 'bu shi' " Well, she has her own sense of humour, isn't it? She's an indian, my English teacher and my R&D supervisor BTW.

So funny.

Wish you happiness :)

P/s: I've changed my Blog's playlist. It's more to LOVE, I simply like the melody - not that I like to be EMO!

Down

2012-02-09T14:43:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so down again. I promise I won't mention anything like this in my Blog. So, I won't mention. I'm just feeling sad, lost, so down and down. I look at myself in the mirror and repeat the same sentence

"I don't care."

I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care.

Repeat as many as you like, so that you can feel better. It works on me!

Tweet tweet tweet

2012-02-06T20:27:00.002+08:00

I just got myself a TWITTER account =) Who says we can't live without Facebook? We have twitter! I don't need to update my lovey-lovey stuff on FB now, I can tweet it in a less-exposed and more private space! At the same time, I won't be that noisy on Facebook and I don't want to be so active in Facebook.

Well, let just focus on real life :)

P/s: Do I look that DIFFERENT when I take photo without putting on my specs?

Irritating.

2012-02-03T22:50:00.003+08:00

There's this fat guy who is getting on my nerves. I'm extremely irritated now! It's OK if a guy is FAT, the problem is, he is LAZYyyyy and LAME.

He liked me. I hate guys text me and ask “我可以追你吗？ (can I go after you?)”. First, I'm choosy and picky, for a million times, I wont like a guy who isn't my cup of tea. I need an ambitious and self-motivated guy, especially those CONFIDENT one. I saw Phyllis Facebook status saying:

‎"Confidence is sexy. When you see a man who's completely comfortable in his skin, it puts you at ease. You feel safe. You feel like you could trust him. You feel protected. You also feel like you can be yourself because nothing is going to rock him either way."
-Blake Lively

He stalked me on Facebook. I always see his name on my "Friend List" for several weeks, so it proves that he's been "visiting" my profile, perhaps very frequently.

I HATE TO BE STALKED

BY IRRITATING GUY

LIKE HIM.

DREAM ON, I wont like him. He's self-centred and not gentleman at all. He was asked to be in charge of one of the MPPPU BIRO, he didn't want to take the responsibilities because it's boring, he requested teacher to change the "job" for him by substituting it with my FRIEND without asking her! What was this??

I just posted on my another long-lost friend's wall (FB), then he suddenly interrupted our conversation there and started another topic. WTH?? He stalked me! That's why he continued my post there!

I'm so irritated! I don't even smile when I see him. I can look straight into his eyes but without any expression. I hate this kind of guy.

IRRITATING.

English, be mine.

2012-02-01T15:36:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, Pn Mary just asked us to prepare several points for the graph analysis. Well, I finished it last night, used more than an hour, which isn't a good sign. I should complete my task within 30 minutes, but... first attempt of the year right? Early in the morning, we discussed the graph. Since only Jac Lyn and I finished ours, teacher asked us to write ours on a "mahjong" paper because she wanted to correct our mistakes, discuss, and learn from the mistakes. I got a Band 5 for my trend. I was so exhilarated! But... in overall, I just got a high Band 4 because my essay is lack of key features. I was so close to there! Pn Mary praised me for the second times

"your language is good."

That's the only thing that really made my day! :) English is very important to me. By saying that, it means I have a good foundation at English, just need to power up my VOCAB. I want to improve my English, I genuinely wish so.

Ashamed

2012-01-31T18:19:00.002+08:00

My sister is sick to dead to hear this from me again. It's reasonable because I'm quite disturbing as I keep mentioning the same thing, same person...

It's him again.

I feel like... Actually I didn't take much action, because I prefer to be passive most of the time, but... why is he escaping from me? I can feel it. I'm so hurt. Terribly. I can't believe this, no guys escape from me before, only I escape from them. What's the wrong?

Nvm, time will tell.

I'm just feeling ashamed and embarrassed.

No guys like sick girls

2012-01-24T15:50:00.002+08:00

You can't believe this because I can't believe this too! H-O-L-Y I just discovered FEVER during the CNY. I feel extremely unlucky and unfortunate this time. I hate myself for being this weak. I promised myself - I shall use the ANG PAO money to buy a bicycle for myself! I need to exercise more frequently. I've been sick for a subsequent month since last year NOV. I'm really sick of it.

P/S: No guys like sick girls :x

Half-way there.....

2012-01-20T19:10:00.007+08:00

Why do you have to approach me

when I'm half-way there to leave you?

Heart-broken

2012-01-18T14:55:00.003+08:00

In the blink of my eyes, my youngest brother is now 12-years-old. Dad just fetched him for the registration of Identity Card. He soon will become teenager, like anyone of his siblings except for my eldest sister who will be a young adult by the time.

My heart shattered.

My heart has broken into many pieces. Some pieces I left it in the BIO LAB; some in the CHEM LAB; some in the class. We had a CHEM short test just now. Half-way doing it, I found myself weeping silently. If I ask myself why

I really dunno. I just know I'm heart-broken.

I saw the real him today. Why did he get to stick with every girl around? I thought I'm the special one, the one who is being treated fairly good and very differently from others.

I was wrong. Very very wrong.

I saw it, in the BIO LAB. The way he talked to Shob, touched her shoulder; the initiative to sit beside my friend to copy something; the way he offered to help my friend carrying her books; the way he helped my friend to keep her pencils back into her pencil case; the way

he never wait for me any more.

If it's last year, he would have approached me when he found me alone. He would have waited for me and walked with me all the way to any LAB. It's so different now. Because he made new friends, a lot of friends. Sometimes when someone gets to socialise, the old one will soon be forgotten. I'm the old one. Some day later, when he recalls everything about Form 6 life, am I the first person that popped out in his mind? Last year, in the first month of our schooling, nearly all my classmates boicoid him, but I was the only one who was being neutral and patient to him. Now, he has his group, I'm nothing.

For a million chances, I want to wipe you out.

He wants lenglui's MP number

2012-01-17T19:13:00.002+08:00

This is my first time, FIRST EVER TIME, in my whole life, a junior boy who is two years younger than me, keeps asking for my mobile phone number! LOL!! He said I'm very leng, last time he even volunteered to help me to carry the magazine rack to the library and asked for my MP number after that. It's the third times he asked for it.

Well, I don't fancy junior guys =/

Why school works???

2012-01-17T04:56:00.004+08:00

I know, it's 5 in the morning now.

But I'm still rushing my school work! In fact I wake up at 4am and stuck until now. I don't get it. I hate to be rushing like this. Later school will have co-curricular until 5.10pm, I wonder will teachers give us mountainous school work or WHAT.

Oh holy

Driving and MUET

2012-01-16T14:55:00.003+08:00

Hahahahaha So sweet, I can't stop smiling =)

Anyway, today I fetched my father back home after school. Initially it's my dad that drove, then he said he felt very sleepy and asked me to drive. Wow! I was wasting the petroleum BTW. As long as the engine doesn't shut-down while driving, I may just do anything as best as I could, like stepping on the clutch all of a sudden.

MUET is so near to the corner now! We'll have a "Speaking" task on 27th/28th/29th FEB. And we'll start our "Writing" paper early in March (supposedly "Writing" test falls on May, change of trend this year, MY YEAR again). I'm so helpless. My sister got Band 5! I admire her now, very much! How did she do that even she's not under the guidance of a professional MUET teacher?? H-o-w??

I.LOVE.ENGLISH

BUT, I'M SCARED of my ENGLISH teacher!

I HATE FAT, LAZY & NON-CHALANT GUY!

P license!

2012-01-15T15:43:00.003+08:00

HOLYCOW! I just, finally, GOT MY P LICENSE! What a long way to get this LICENSE! It's something I got from my fresh bloods and diamond sweats, blood and sweat! LOL LOL what am I talking really. I can't believe I got it! Although I've been waiting for 3 weeks... I should have gotten it during last year holidays! I'm so patient.

No, I'm not. When the uncle came, I said to my family "Oh!! Mister Fat Frankie is coming! Fei lou is coming~~"

See? ;)

I joined the STPM Maths. T tuition at Yakin Tuition Centre - located at Bandar Putri. Well, I thought there should have some other school students, but I only saw Batu 8 gang - US, my classmates and friends from the next class.

He text me he text me he text me omg omg omg

Little action

2012-01-14T16:23:00.003+08:00

I'm satisfied, with your little action. We're ambiguous at the moment, so for a million times, I can't tell anyone about you, so that we can remain our current state. I'm so happy, I nearly can't breathe when you touched my hand beneath the cloth, twice. Although you keep clarifying the same thing, starting from now, I want to tell the Universe about you, that I can CHANGE your mind! [The Secret: The Power of Universe] I must think positively, I believe it!

If you see something different and notice my sudden appearance,

I do it for you.

Scream out loud

2012-01-13T19:47:00.003+08:00

I shared the post on my FB wall. My dad saw it and asked me what's that all about?? And I answered "somebody just simply posted it on my wall, I really dunno" I lied. I posted it because I mean it.

You won't like me. You're being so close to me because... maybe...

~~you just treat me like a sister~~.

I don't want to be a sister! Obviously, I look so young, so young that everyone thinks I'm Form 3, 15 years old. Apparently when I smile and laugh, I looked so innocent, cute and "childish". But it doesn't mean that I'm like you sister and it doesn't mean that I don't have my own thoughts. I got brains, I'm brainy. I know what I'm doing. Please don't treat me like a sister but friend!

Can you hear me?

You

2012-01-12T20:06:00.006+08:00

Let say an artist. Before artist gets famous, he/she used to be very pure and innocent. Having met so many different types of characters, he/she changes. A pure person isn't pure any more. Last year, anything, he just came and reached out for me. Now, he has group of friends, and can socialize very well, am I... soon forgotten? It hurts me a million time when something wrong happened to me and you just can't see it. Even my friend is sitting behind me, she can sense my sorrow. Why can't you? Of course you can't. Because you're singing happily with your friend behind. If it happened last year, you would have approached me and comforted me. How to say... Congratulation, you made it. It's a good thing, it's just me... keep reminiscing the past, I can't be that mean or being self-centered. Having said that, I just wanna keep you with me.

For a million times, you can't feel my heart is beating for you, every time when I see you. For a million times, we can't be together, because you don't want a relationship.

Let me remains you as a secret. Shhh....

Leaping up to sky!

2012-01-11T14:25:00.002+08:00

Despite I'm having gastric pain NOW, I'm still overwhelmed and very EXCITED! For a million time you can't believe this! Despite he's having severe headache; despite he left the class earlier than anyone of us... he's waiting for me at the back gate!! While walking along the corridor with Jac lyn, I saw him keep looking for a person anxiously behind the wall (supposedly we can't see anything behind an opaque wall but he tip-toed) and I was so SURPRISED! And HAPPYYYYYYY!!! I was and am still very excited! So so happy. When I reached for him, I can't help myself grabbing his arm. I can't let him know this, but I can give signal. Two consequences of telling the truth: the guy either start to notice you or escape you. Let it remains a secret, until he changes his mind.

Ouchh gastric pain... I'm not healthy. But overexcited-hormones is balancing the gastric liquid.

Regret

2012-01-10T18:28:00.003+08:00

There's this one guy. I bet in a millionth time, he won't like me. This time, it's a different person, I bet in a millionth time, it's hard for me to speak honestly about him. Unless I can change his mind? I shouldn't have hoped anything from him, since early in the year, he almost told everyone that he doesn't want and will not get married. He's a little bit of anti-woman, according to my MUET teacher. I bet you won't believe who is this guy but he's pretty much attractive to me and he's very different from the other guys. He used to be very caring to me and will wait for me every time after school, that was last year. This year, he never does this any more. I feel pretty much... down, because I know I lost one good guy, and he used to treat me very good, so good but I indirectly rejected him. How good if I can ever change his mind? Unfortunately he's very confident about this case, so, in a millionth time, he won't like me.

I'm so regret!! How could I have missed such good guy? I didn't even notice him until many things made me to realize the goodness in him. Well, I deserved it.

School reopens

2012-01-04T15:06:00.003+08:00

School reopened today. I felt normal as usual, in fact, every step of mine was heavy one. Last year Lower 6, everything about it was a tragic. It ended up painfully and it just can't be wiped out from memory. The stairs going up to the back door of the school gate, was long and high, like usual, I'm always panting and desperate for a rest. But, I just can't sit in the guard house with the aged guard and I can't expect myself to sit on the exposed and dirty ground.

Finally, my brother reached Form 3, hooray not in the sense that he's having PMR this year, it's that he finally studies in the morning session! Having classes in the afternoon are tiring, because the weather is hot and the open air is sleeping-welcomed. Should have fallen asleep by that time, luckily I'm not "them", but what an unfortunate to those who have no choice but to follow the school rule. Well, perhaps some of them would prefer it.

Back to my Form 6 life. As soon as I reached our Block, everyone was standing outside the BIO LAB and waiting for someone to call them for the assembly. We had our assembly with the lower form students too. Guess the Form 3 students must have felt equally the same with my brother? Hmm I was thinking of him. I told Jac Lyn, a close friend of mine at school, about my sis who is sent for National Service in Perak. Last night was the starting of the lonely night. Let me clarify for myself, it's not that I'm afraid of loneliness or what, it's just almost a daily routine for having my sis knocked at my door or entered my door and talk to me for all night long. My elder sis is now studying Degree in Law in Melaka, the house is left only my parents, my two brothers and me. Perhaps it's a good starting too, for I can concentrate my studies more intently.

I had stomach ache before the assembly started. I felt very uncomfortable! Then, without any hesitation, I informed Jac Lyn about it and walked quickly to Lower Form toilet. Wow! The toilet used to be immensely dirty, but as for the first day of schooling, not to say it's sparkling clean but it's just clean. The floor was dry and no feces. Hopefully I was the first person to use it? I started to think it's impossible because I've forgotten that I actually saw some wet footprints when I was about to leave. I asked the "kak" to have an eye of my bag but I can't expect others to take care of my own possession since she's busy sweeping the floor outside, she just helped me to close the door and that's all I was thankful of.

We have new students in our class now! One girl and one boy, they're Beatrice and Chee Chong. "Beatrice" reminded me of my dear friend who is called Beatrice as well. Such a wonderful name! I wonder how they beat the rice? :P Class committees were chosen and I was excluded in the list, thank god! Now, Yeng Sze takes over my job as the treasurer, she'll be fine. I truly believe so.

I'm so gleeeeeee. Jac Lyn sits beside me now and it's something which I never dare to expect! Because Cally was sitting with her side by side last year, I can't just take Jac away from her since Jac is her best friend at school? But she volunteered to let me sit with Jac and she can sit with Mei Hui. I was so thankful but after that, I was so sorry for her. If I knew Hui wouldn't like to sit a place without having a fan above, then I must have retreated and gave way to Cally. Anyway, it's set, I was reluctant to change anything.

During the lesson, I started to miss my home... I just want to go to school quickly, then quickly go back to my house. I'm the head of the library, at least I have something to do when I'm not occupied by the lectures, my only aim to school is to enrich my knowledge and study well. And most importantly, to build my character there. I can't be shy all times.

School starts~ I have to study very hard now as I wasn't serious last year! Today, I paid attention to the teachers and gave 100% commitment and energy. I must continue this way so that I can score HIGH!

It's getting quiet.

2012-01-03T13:11:00.003+08:00

We just sent my sis to the station at Kajang. Whatsoever, her campsite is in Perak. Under the roof, my house is getting quiet. Haihx! What a long way! We woke up 6 in the morning, started to head off to our destination by 7.30am, had our breakfast at Kajang, reached the registration site around 9am, then finally get back home at 10am+.

JLKN!!!! Nothing...

The reflection!! Can you spot my sis??

The moment I watched her walking into the bus, I wept. My sis is growing up, she's learning through the life process. And she's leaving me alone now...

With mom =)

Even if I said it for a millionth time, I'm still going to say the same thing! Drink more water and please take care!!

A journey of life

Goodbye Time.

Happy 2012!

2012-01-01T21:16:00.007+08:00

I was busy preparing for my outing with my mom and sisters, so I didn't get to blog here early in the morning!

I thought we wouldn't go for a new year countdown last night but it happened that my dad decided to countdown at the back road of IOI Boulevard! It's expected, the place was crowded with screaming and excited young people. We reached there by 12.04am and the fireworks started to be shot up high in the starry night! The night was full of hopes and wishes! The Geographer was full with sexy young ladies and some apparently drunk young men. Some unknown men even waved at my sister and I along our way to ChaTime. LOL!

And I saw many Seksyen 4 friends there! Maple, Ca Yung, Ca Hoe, Nicholas Chow, Kingsley, Jovi, Yew Sian, Yip Cheng, Wei Bing and so on. It was really thrilled to see them especially Maple, Ca Yung Ca Hoe, Jovi and Yew Sian. Maple, Ca Yung and Ca Hoe were my classmates in Form 2 and we had our crazy time together, especially Ca Yung, I have many memorable moments with him because we both were insane Maple Story players. I called him in the middle of the night so that he can get scolded by his mother. Teehee! Jovi is my brother, he's very obedient, sweet and caring, he tried to organized a reunion gathering for me, Caleb and HuiYee but unfortunately it didn't work. But! That's why I was so excited and a little bit overwhelmed to see him there in The Geographer!! Yew Sian is always cooperative and supportive, he treats me politely and respect me as a senior :) So, by this, I believe it's a good headstart of the year! Haha

My sister made this her profile picture on FB! I seriously think this is hilarious, what do you think? :P

Heading for countdown~~

Take care at NS!

Woots!

Amazing shot! Go go IOI Boulevard! Haha!

New Year, I have new wish :)

Goodbye and HELLO!

2011-12-31T22:38:00.003+08:00

It's my last post here, today, 31st DEC 2011. I wish all my wish comes true that's all. Haha! Do I sound very avaricious, greedy? Nah, just kidding. I shall come back and make my wish on tomorrow morning, and I shall tell you some of them *wink* =D

This year... have been the toughest year to me, in a sense of unable to be the mistress on my own and relationship problems. As you know, even if you don't know, I had enrolled to MSU (Management and Science University) near Putrajaya. The process was successful and I had my own mentor too. Unfortunately, I had some sensitive social problems there, I could not overcome the fear in myself and finally got back to Form 6. My Form 6 friends were unconscious about my leaving because I left them silently. So, I'm not sure how they must feel about me but I'm just pretty sure it isn't a good one, good comment. I totally understand that, that's why I said I'm not my own mistress this year, I can't make decision well, I'm not serious. Following that, I disappoint my parents, especially my dad; at the same time, I nearly freaked my mom when I told her I decided to go back for Form 6, because what she'd heard from her neighbouring friends is that "Form 6 is very tough".

"Form 6 is the world's second most difficult examination."
"Form 6 wastes your life there, two years!"

"Form 6 can't guarantee you."

YOU'RE SO WRONG! Well, the story is to be continued, now can I talk about my relationship problem first? Haha!

It's like a total mess! I was stupid and silly to have a crush on a playboy who was working at the same place with me, it's SuperFun, a kindergarten. I found him interesting and caring, especially to a young guy at his age, who is so passionate and caring for the children. Wait a minute you fool! There's only one young guy there, that's him, how could I compare the other guys around the world with merely him? So, I woke up and smelled the coffee. I learned the truth. By the way, I was playing too...

Five guys go after me, I rejected one because I was sick to dead to see him, he's sissy, girly and irritating;

Another one, I gave my HP number to him, but I rejected him when he's really OVERR, like too much already, his so-sweet words, lazy personality and the way he looked at girl especially me, irritating;

the third one...

Sorry I'm not trying to brag over here, it's my confession time, I never tell anybody, it's good if no one sees this.

The third one, may be will be the most unforgettable one, I have a... serious crush on him, we're sweet at the time then we soon realized we ain't each other cup of tea. Well... it's hurt but, I know I can find a better one.

The fourth one, currently we're still keeping in touch. But I indirectly rejected him because after having so many things happened on me, I think I don't want to get engaged into any relationship. I have everything, I have my lovely family, I find true friendships, I have many luxury and good stuff, I just can't understand to have a better half at the moment because we still can't understand what true love is. We aren't mature enough and I can't see the future in us. I just know, perhaps after all, I still love myself more. I can't share myself with anyone.

The last one, I rejected him directly by asking him :are you kidding me?" LOL!

That's all. Have to be quickly and go for countdown at IOI bollevard now!

Chong Mean Shan is now signing off. HELLO 2012!

Looking Upon You! #1

2011-12-31T09:21:00.004+08:00

Hello~ I'm back from the bed of hell! I was lying helplessly and sickly in my bed since Monday, finally recovered from fever and runny nose yesterday morning :) Have been sick for twice during the holiday, so my dad's strongly suggested: go for a jogging with your brother. I was like *BEAM BEAM*. Of course!! I thought dad will never allow us to walk alone even outside of the house region! Because my dad is some kind of over-protective on me, just fyi.

Monday, ouch! MONDAY! HELL! Last Monday, my parents decided to take us for a holiday in Melaka, in a mean time, Melaka is where my sister's University has been located, so it's like killing two birds with a stone. Unfortunately, you know, I never wanted to be a spoilsport, I knew I was feeling very uncomfortable already since Sunday midnight, so a bit reluctantly, I followed the trip, a family trip. The hotel was freezing cold in there, I really cannot bear it, I just started to miss my PUJ home. I kept hearing myself saying "I wanna go back home now!" I wished my dad would have "retreated" or changed of mind, as long as don't go for a trip on Monday.

Monday and Tuesday were tough and a little bit of suffering. I started to feel weak and reject all the delicious food unconsciously, it was my sixth sense telling me that I just can't eat. "You're sick, you don't have appetite, if not you'll never get recovered ASAP." my mind was talking to me. I missed Melaka famous "satay celup". I missed it! And the big giant brand new JUSCO there, I didn't get to go in, instead, I stayed in the car, sleeping sorely and painfully there. Car seat ain't a comfy bed!!

So sick.
You can't believe this. My sister even said I'm exaggerated, overstated... My father said I'm very "软绵绵" (cotton-made body), way too weak. So, I slept for two days. But I didn't enjoy it.

Simon daddy~~~ Haha!

Guess what! My Form 6 senior, Thomas, lives near me!! Yesterday! First, I swear I did not know about this. His Seksyen 4 banana brother and banana sister are having tuition with my father here at my house! And! When they're almost leaving, Thomas came in holding a handful of Form 6 reference books to me! He's selling it not giving it free btw. I was SURPRISED!! And SHOCKED! Why didn't I know he live near me? (well, maybe my sister told me once...) Why did he know someone is studying Form 6 in the house? I seriously need help in my Form 6.

Taa-daaaaa! Do you love it? I love it too! My BIO ecology project finally comes to an end!

I'm still me, you?

2011-12-22T13:48:00.003+08:00

#Signing on

Like normal day, I do everything as usual until I on my website and "visited" my cute friend and realized... there should be a good news from her! Congratulation to her! Although it's a part of life, a part which everyone should have gone through or will go through; although the process it's like the seasoning of food, it tastes better every time your particular-important-mister sprinkles them on your heart sole - every image, resurfaces and reappears in my mind now. I think the saying is true, people say, the last friends or the last group of friends who accompanied you to walk out of the school gate on the last day, will be your forever friends. I chose my path, I decided it. Once it's decided, it's no turning back because I soon realized, my used-to-be-best-friend isn't my best friend anymore. In fact, I never understand her. In fact, may be we both just needed a companion under a stressed condition but we didn't get to see through each other's heart. Why do we girls categorize things so particularly? Girl, if you see this, do you actually categorize your group of friends into "best friend", "good friend" or just "friend"? In fact, our "best" friend will be more than one.

I'm friendly, laughable, warm, charming, etc, but I'm not easily approachable. I think that's the weakness to stand out in the community today, I won't make so many friends around. But, said it's a weakness in the society, I think it's just not my weakness, it's my personality. I want to be a wise person, a girl with wisdom, a girl who looks weak outside yet actually strong inside. Some friendship is like magnet, your sixth sense is so strong that you feel like you just can't fit into a group; or, some friends make you follow your heart, listen to your own voice, and by the end of the day, even you lose a friendship or relationship, you're still happy, for you know you're still lived as yourself, not for others, you're just real.

Some fiend, even we don't often interact, but sometime they will at least "like" your recent photo or post or link on Facebook, I think this person is worth my attention. Some, may be we used to be too "understand" each other, so nobody would like to take action, then eventually, we're nothing anymore. The memory of some friends and I, will be eventually faded away, what's the only thing left, is something which cannot be wiped away. When we see each other next time, I guess I will smile at you :)

Some friend worth my call, I guess I'm going to call my cute friend now! Let me have a guess first, she must be having a relationship now!! Let's find out ;)!

Rainbow, you make it possible!

2011-12-19T13:32:00.005+08:00

I finally "beheld" a rainbow today!! I mean... I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!! Oh godness!! I can't even remember how I made it just now >.< My mother was there with me for four hours! My mother is GOD, she's the real Buddhist, with her company and blessing, I was embraced by a power and without knowing it, I ultimately made through!! Oh no! It's gonna be a tough and most unforgettable experience in my life, I shall never forget it. It's been a nightmare to be for failing the driving test again. Strangely speaking, my heart was thumping very enormously, but my nerves didn't run down my spines, my legs were relaxed at its usual state! How did I make it? Why didn't I shake my hands and legs this time?? Normally when I'm nervous, this is supposed to be happening. But it's not to me this time. I believe my mom's presence did make a huge change, truly.

Hooray!! I can celebrate the Christmas with all my heart and even more relax now!^^

I don't feel so

2011-12-14T16:31:00.003+08:00

I don't feel like doing anything at the moment except to watch on PPS; I don't feel like doing my Chemistry H/W and Maths either; I don't feel like studying; I don't feel like I'm ready for STPM (obviously not, studied for only half a month but my foundation isn't there); I don't feel like taking MUET, to be honest, my pronunciation is better than others, I just don't want to speak in public, and I always don't have confidential point to point out; I don't feel like taking STPM because last year I was so sure SPM was the END and I was wrong as I chose a path which I never wanted before.

This year is the toughest year. After I failed my driving test, it's my nightmare after that. After taking Form 6, it's my burden every day. After knowing some hypocrite friends, knowing that next year I will be in the same class with them again and it's always unpleasant to have them in the classroom.

After seeing this you might think I'm defeated but I'm not.

I'm just not in the mood.

Guiltiness

2011-12-09T13:05:00.002+08:00

Feeling of guiltiness, a gut of blameworthy... For the first time in my 2011 Holidays, I woke up at 12.15pm, just today. I knew I can wake up earlier even I was sleeping, in my mind, I heard one side of my voice telling me that "eh, wake up, if not you will be awake at 11am again"; then the other side of me saying " no, it's still early yet, let's dream about another thing instead, to run the time, dunno mom has prepared any breakfast yet, just sleep." And I really slept...

It's BIO test. I was doing 1 essay question and I wrote a pretty long one. One minute left, then teacher explained to us some mistakes there and asked us to check if we've done all the sections. My heart beat stopped.

I DIDN"T DO STRUCTURE QUESTION AND OTHER ESSAY QUESTIONS!! I was doing only one question from essay! I hadn't done all the four structure questions!! I was thinking even the dumbest one wouldn't be as dumb as me???

I awake from my dream, my last dream. I was in the state of numbness. Although realising it was a dream, I'm still afraid it's something foretell. May be it's just a warning to change my attitude, to be more serious on my STPM?

I really think so.

So what?

2011-12-08T16:18:00.002+08:00

I used to take a lot of pictures, I liked to take pictures, so what? It hurts me every time when your words appear and reappear on my mind. I wish people won't judge based on how I look. I know I look quiet, I know you saw many of my photos on my Facebook, I know your jaw dropped so hard, I know but you dunno. I like to take many pictures to capture every moment but it doesn't mean that I'm not "quiet". I wish people can get to know me better in real life first, then only add me on Facebook. Because I don't want to "shock" you when you know the real me.

有个人

2011-12-08T12:30:00.002+08:00

我们谈到阿拉丁神灯，谈到愿望。我说，我有很多很多愿望，统统都想要。

他说：“妳很贪心！你有阿拉丁神灯？留一个愿望给我！！”

我说：“哈哈，那你就许个愿吧，我的神宝- 阿拉丁神灯一定听得到。”

“不要。我害羞。”

接着他问：“如果我的愿望是追到你可以吗？”

“真的吗？哈哈那么你就要花点心思了。”

“真的？”

“还有 ‘诚意’ 和 ‘感动’。来感动我吧 :) ”

I really love her!

2011-12-05T18:34:00.002+08:00

You may be thinking that I'm a huge fans of the Britain royal family, but I'm actually the BIG fans of Lady Diana! Her full name is Diana Frances Spenser for your information. "She's the angel sent by the God", the Christian would rather said that. But, I'd say she's the most beautiful lady, she's people's princess, she's my princess :)

This is something I wanted to do, and planned it since last November! If you see this, log in Facebook, and tag yourself to pick your most favourite tea party hat in my "Wall Photo" album! You're very welcome to join ^.*

Nigtmare

2011-11-28T15:08:00.002+08:00

Nightmare is haunting me again. Any remedies to cure? To overcome the fear in me? Recalling a week ago, it's Monday and I failed my driving test for the second time. Now, I'm reluctant to learn, I'm so afraid, I'm so scared the nightmare will reappear in my memory land again. As a wise person, the best way to overcome the fear is to face the truth. Face myself, tell myself that failure is not the end of the world. But, my sister had never failed. She never had any problem. Whereas me, under the same guidance of the same uncle, I face a lot of problems like, I hate the driving centre because it's dull and dirty, I hate to be learning with him because he's so fat and lazy, I hate to keep contact with him because he likes to delay and procrastinate and I hate to be "hanging around" him because it's almost 6 months he's been around me.

My parents promise will teach me all by themselves, but a week just passed and they haven't taken any action. May be I should ask them to teach me now? So as to stop the nightmare? But I'm just too afraid... If... If and only if, I really fail again, it proves that I'm... dumb?

Bio

2011-11-28T09:34:00.004+08:00

These days, BIO practical keeps me occupied. Actually, I don't cooperate well with them. First, I'm so inactive (but I'm active now over time); Second, I feel lazy and reluctant; Third, I don't feel like... one of them, probably get ignored. Don't worry now, we're OK, everything is FINE, the project runs smoothly. Just that... we have to schedule our time frequently, so that everyone can catch the bugs and collect the plant specimen together. Ohh...

With Khai Ling and Mei Hui :)

It burns me away!

2011-11-20T18:29:00.003+08:00

Well, I didn't mean to restate about this because I've been complaining about this severe sunburn to my sister, then brothers, and finally to my mom. Waking up early in the morning, got ready for the practice because I failed at "mendaki bukit" there, silly me I thought I forgot to press a button first when you want to pull down the hand-break. When think of anything about driving, the practice, the coming exam which I have no choice but to retake within two-weeks time, etc. My biggest fear is when the engine has gone dead. I think that part shouldn't have happened right, other than "on-the-road" EXAM?

You really can't imagine the VERYYYYYY VERY HOT weather today! Around 12pm, I was already choke with warm air and suffocated for cold air in the small Kancil. How I wish cold wind could have embraced me like what had happened in the "Pocahontas 1". In that moment, my skin looked so well-tanned under the burning sun and for the first time in my LIFE, I realised I can sweat this MUCH. Sweats have been pouring all over my face again and again. My neck was flooded with sweats; even I was wearing long trousers, I can FEEL little sweats was flowing slowly until it reached my socks. My excretory system was very active today until I looked at my own reflection, wowed at my face, it's so reddish and finally I can feel the arteries running to my brains were nearly blocked and I was having a severe headache.

Even I was wearing a pair of long trousers, my legs burned and it hurt me so much because I can feel my right thigh was burning.

Unhappy Woman

2011-11-19T17:06:00.003+08:00

I forgot to pay the fees, so I apologized to her in a soft way. I saw the burning fire in her eyes, for the first time in my life, a woman just gave me a furious stare. I was transfixed at my position. The woman criticized me in the public, "lectured" me - I just can't hear a word from her but to look deadly at her. In Cantonese she asked "OK?" "Understand or not?", I didn't answer her. Why should I answer her? She is so rude. When I walked away, she's still mumbling behind me. She's very tired to work at her age, she has to take a rest. Maybe that's the culture of the workers there.

Looking Upon Me

2011-11-12T12:33:00.003+08:00

I'm preoccupied. I'm not concentrating. I'm not serious. I'm falling down. I'm so down.

I'm 18 years old, I should be excelled at my age. I should have reached a certain maturity. I should have done well in my academic. In people's world today, I become me myself. I see my friends trying to behave like another person, because they want to fit themselves into a group of other friends. I see how my friend is losing himself, being hypocrite, and... being so different than before. Should I say he has a better survivorship? Or he's so fake? I'm so pity of him, very pity. Obstinate person like me, will not hinder of trying to behave another way, will not try that hard to fit into a group that I think it does not belong to me. I have my own group of friends, my gang. At school, I have true friends too. I don't afraid of losing one who is not important to me anymore. In fact, in the beginning of the school semester, I thought I would make good friends with two friends, but when thinking it back now, I laugh at myself for being so innocent. You can't predict who they are, really.

I'm so comfortable with myself. I think that's what makes me become prettier and prettier.

BUSCO and Juwita

2011-11-06T14:08:00.003+08:00

Such a lovely afternoon rock aloud day with my gang, BUSCO gang and Juwaita. We went to Phyllis's church and had enjoyed the concert! The first music played really moved everyone of us, the blinking light was sharp, through the beam of light, I saw Phyllis and friends were laughing excitedly beside me. Looking at the people who were standing right in front of the stage, were dancing up and down, following the rhyme of the melody. There, finding myself can hardly move with the 'wave', I realised my body was fixed, I needed instructions to move my body like them. I had to dance accordingly, but it should be a free movement, so I didn't dance, my body was locked LOL~

Later, we had our tea party. Malaysia's satey is indeed delicious, the taste of the roasted chicken dissolved in your mouth Hmmmm~~

*peace*

With my jie mei Phyllis :)

My gang and BUSCO gang!

Thanks for the day! Cheers =)

Happy Holiday!

2011-10-23T10:23:00.003+08:00

No no no, Happy Deepavali!!

But

Happy Holiday to all other races^^

PRE-University 1 Science 1. Five classmates were absent.

Out to Kasturi

2011-10-21T20:18:00.004+08:00

Here we are, every Friday -in the same evening, same destination, same aim, same group of friends- out to Kasturi for our MUET and BIO. I was very tired by 1pm, until I didn't even feel like talking, my smile was fading away but still managed to hold it back :)

Today onward, I'm even sure I'm more prone to Mc Donald than KFC, I can't believe KFC still at that standard, non-competitive at the same time and I feel just unwelcome and unsatisfied. For a set meal, I wanted to change the type of beverage (displaced "Pepsi" to "Lipton Tea"), little did I know that they charged me for their so-called "add-on" beverage. I paid for it and I was blur at that time and I hated myself for being unconscious and unaware of such discrimination. Talk about French fries, even Mc Donald "small" French fries seems to be KFC "large" french fries. I can't believe I was eating there since I know I don't like it and I wanted to stay truthful to McDonald. My sixth sense was way too strong, until I went upstairs, ready to put food down and I accidentally spilled my Lipton Tea. Wonderful! Can't drink my charged Lipton tea and faced the most feared history of my public embarrassment in life again, today.

This time round I finally understand the feeling of "digging a hole to cover face", I definitely wanted to hide myself from this reappeared incident. Not bad, I still managed to drink 1/5 of the volume of the Lipton tea.

Taken in the car with Khai Ling. She doesn't know such thing like "camwhore". Haha! :')

The busy street with buzzling vehicles and incoming tourists and people.

Charice. Oh "Pyramid"!

Form 6 group of friends, we study together :) God bless!

It's raining still. Good night! <3

I'm very touched

2011-10-20T15:02:00.004+08:00

Khai Ling gave me a birthday present this morning and... I'm very touched. She's my new best friend, she and jac lyn, I just thanked God at least I received a present on my 18th birthday :P

I activated my FB this early midnight at 12.10am+. Last night, before 12 o'clock stroke, saw kor sent a super duper long message to me for his very first time (according to him)! Words couldn't describe how appreciative I was. God sent angels on my birthday, so that I'm overwhelmed with birthday wishes and glamorous :D

Nicely decorated, simple yet sincere :')

Clever Shan 8-D Haha!

Thanks Khai Ling, I love the present very much! I just love decorative ;)

Jac Lyn and Khai Ling.

Sweet girl~ Sweet girl~ We're sweet girls, you two are my sweet friends, candy sugar friends :P

A big matter day

2011-10-19T15:21:00.009+08:00

Nobody knows small matter like this but big matter for me

does matter to me.

I received a heart-warming wish from Veronica Jie at 12.03am today! Words couldn't describe how excited I was to receive a genuine wish from friend like her. Later at 10am+, Phyllis called to my house and she's the second! ;) In the world today, at least two out of all my old friends remember what's the big day that matter to me.

I'm swallowing myself in this world so that I can be myself but not trying to behave not like myself. Indulging in a world which I think -at least- it's a better place for me to be obsessed with myself, my beauty, my uniqueness. Don't you think you yourself are unique too? :')

To be honest, I'm still waiting for two calls, two friends who used to be very close to me and understand me. After today, should I don't receive a wish from them...

I'll be OK I guess, time is racing itself, I shouldn't have letting it to pass but I shall race with it, keeping up with its pace. I shall move on :)

Sorry for being sensitive, but it does matter to me.

My big sister isn't here with us, but she promised will buy me a gift and guess what! I fall in love with this book at my first sight!

With brother sister :) My parents are busy and my little brother is at school this morning!

Ultimate Cheesy 7, comprises SEVEN types of CHEESE ^^ Sprinkled with cheese powder on top of it :PP

Not promoting it but... 4% government tax and 6-10% service tax. Oh lorddddd

"I'm begging you for mercy~ M-E-R-C-Y!"

At Equine Park Jusco.

Happy Birthday!!

Super Fun Concert!

2011-10-13T18:05:00.006+08:00

Last night was Super Fun concert! I didn't go because I can't go. I have bigger responsibility to be accomplished, I mean FINAL EXAM in my school. I called Yi Shyan boy the day before, he was playing FB game. I think I'm not gonna add him, I want to remain our relationship as the biggest secret. If we're friend on FB, then I don't think we gonna talk to each other every time we see each other online. It's kinda awkward, so it's not too late to prevent this! BTW I deactivated my FB why talk about it?

Yi Shyan's mom has been so generous! She promised would send photos of him performing on stage and yes SHE DID SEND the photos to me! Thanks to her so so much! I appreciate our relationship very much :D

Shyan boy :D

Ian boy, Year 5, my FAV boy^^

In Yellow, I was close to his mother Melissa, a pretty young mother! Ouch!! Forgot his name...In White, Zach Tee! Super adorable Year 5 kid!

This is the FIRST FIRST FIRST boy that I talked to! He liked to kiss me! Ivan boy :DD Miss him so badly.

Another boy (left in circle), who is very shy to me but inside, he's a very mature boy! I know. The little boy beside him always jealous over other kids when all stay closer, hug or play with me. Haha~

It's been memorable. What's more? Life goes on and the children may have forgotten about me.

One thing for sure, I won't forget their smiley face when they see me ;)

The feeling is

sweet~!

人之邪恶

2011-10-12T14:39:00.003+08:00

她杀过尖利的神色，我的心轰了一下。

什么事让这位“朋友”对他有如此的厌恶？以前，这位K小姐也是我的好朋友一个，以为日后大家都是朋友一群。相处久后，对我有偏见，对我不理不睬，就像个玩偶，不爽就抛开一边。现在有了自己的舞台，有了义务，感觉很威了，才认我们这群朋友。怎么有如此犀牛皮脸？怎么就这样带墨镜排斥眼前或者过去的一切，走下台阶？没有任何交待或解释，把我们看成什么？他有得罪你么？不能接受人家的性格就有必要去讨厌人吗？现代人缺乏了尊重。

A Diary with Diana

2011-10-05T22:50:00.005+08:00

I miss Lady Diana so much! Tonight, the feeling of nostalgia is overwhelming again! Long live Diana :) God bless the Spencer xoxo

"Princess Diana is the best thing that happened to the monarchy."

OHGOD!

2011-10-04T20:14:00.004+08:00

My LORD not again! My aunt keeps saying about he and I whenever she sees me or whenever I ask her about SuperFun. Oh NO!!! The feeling is.... tremendously disgusting! You don't know how much I'm disgusted when I'm related to him! It's like plugging in a beautiful and pure flower on a SHIT. That's a sudden madness that I wanted to clarify myself to my aunt but... will it show that I'm too concern and sensitive over it? But I hate the feeling!!! I'm smart, I'm pure, I'm fresh, I'm elegant LOL!! Why relate me to him??? EUU!!!!

Happy Birthday!

2011-10-01T19:03:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to Kai Wen and Jia Hao, both on 3rd October. So I supposed,

Happy advanced Birthday! :D

My girls with Kai Wen and Christie, the MPPPU vice-president 8-]

Having the BIGGEST jar of milk tea!

With my dearest brother Ryan :D

With my jie and Ryan dear.

If you can recognize the transformation. Shhhhhh :PP

It's 1st Oct today. How are you all? ^^

Dear Beatrice :

Have been wondering what you're doing now and of course, I missed you and I'm still missing you ohdear =] My sister told me you all were busy preparing for the Trial EXAM, how was everything?? Don't forget to take a rest, study hard but play hard too! :P Last more round to go and end of secondary life, must appreciate every moment with friends around, if not you'd regret. Haha! Had a good day today? :D Take care and remember to send my love and my best regard to Caleb Tay and Jovi, have not contact them for months, wondering how are they now? xoxo

Love

Another Day

2011-09-16T19:04:00.002+08:00

It's another day.

It's raining outside, the atmosphere saturated with tiny rain drops. Here I'm, unable to concentrate on the pages then finding myself on the line. What's next? =]

My desktop background for this week.

Aiming for improvement, go let's go!

A bonding

2011-09-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

First of all, HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! It's a very down school day, get to know my position in the class and ahem, I'm certainly OK with it, the only thing I dislike most is when friends around like to make comparison and some more will analyse out who's better, who's the best. For God's sake, we're already 18-years-old, do people's marks satisfied you? Or you want to be better than others just by comparing the marks/ position in class? Anything about it, don't count me in.

I received Yie Kin's wish today! I was sooooo delighted! She's my best friend, always and still, never change :) My cousin Penny was already here when I come back and I was so happy to hear her making noise under the roof! She kind of likes to stick around me and it does make me feel like a big sister and hell yeah, I love being a big sister to anyone =]

Wow! Guess what! My Johor relatives pay a visit to my family and right now, my jie just fetched them to visit my cousin in Puchong. They stay in my house for a night and will go back tomorrow =( Long time didn't see them, the big brothers are still unchanged and the big sister is still pretty as ever.

Once more, Happy Mooncake Festival!

With my cousin Penny girl and my jie :)

XOXO

Today's Friday Night

2011-09-09T22:55:00.006+08:00

As usual, almost every Friday is a busy day for me. As for this time, I was taken aback that I can squander penny off in a split-second in the eyes of myself- I purchased a lot of "tuition-necessities", e.g. two chocolates packs of biscuits, peanut butter & chocolate creme Orea, soy bean, which are useful in boasting my energy; followed by, a STPM Bio Volume 2 exercise, then, two Nivea masks. Ha!

It was another tiring day. Here to share a few of self-photos of me taken yesterday ;)

Playing interestingly with YouCam.

Then I caught myself looking through the webcam

And I started to play with some postures! Ha Ha

My sister then joined in, keke!

ROAR! GOOD NIGHT!!

Bearing a huge responsibility

2011-09-08T15:37:00.002+08:00

So, I didn't see Puan Mary today due to my not-so-extreme emotion, I can't express my feeling again. Maybe until I'm excited and can't wait to tell, then only I shall have my honest talk with her =]

Guess what! I become president of the mini library in my school! I feel so different this time, I've been secretary for so many times and this will be a new exposure to me. Can't wait for the obstacles ahead, wondering how would I handle it?

2011-09-07T20:12:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow I'm gonna meet Puan Mary to give a few comments of today's lesson. It's very interesting to have someone experienced to give us a talk and I really appreciated it!

Love quote

2011-08-29T17:39:00.001+08:00

“What you think about yourself is much more important than what others think of you.”

- Marcus Annaeus Seneca

By the way,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY huiying!! :DD

Thank you for being my friend and happy HAPPY birthday! =]

Entertainment of the Day

2011-08-28T00:40:00.003+08:00

She's only 16 years old and wow lookather! Magnetic voice and amazing :) After this, you're not the quiet girl sitting next to your friend anymore!

Xenia!

This was my very first time to play badminton with my friends at RCL! ^@^ When I was primary, I loved sports, now the feeling is back!

Happy Birthday!

2011-08-26T23:59:00.006+08:00

Just finished my last paper today and whatthehell I screwed my BIO very badly. I didn't store the information properly and anyway, I'm not really unhappy about it, maybe till teacher distributes the paper. LOL~

The most awaiting day is tonight! WELL, I can meet my lost-brother for seven months! :P As well as my beloved and respected Professor Liang and generous Uncle Chow :D Sawkor, P.Liang, Christie and I had a dinner at Kissaten, a Japanese restaurant in the amazing IOI Bollevard! :] Sawkor helped me to sweep my bowl of noddles when I finally can't finish it :P Ha Ha !!

Here is it, it's what all about tonight...

Happy Belated Birthday I LOVE YOU!
A moon cake from P.Liang to sawkor last Monday/ Tuesday^^

At Kissaten with sawkor =]

Later on, it's a bit of unforeseen :P Around 10.10pm like that I called to my dad to ask for permission to join Hoon San's ultimate action! It was FUN! The guys were like driving in the resident area again and again, they're like gangsters with different parties that drove different racing cars -.-" BUT IT"S COOL! Wow! I was in Kok kor's car and sometime, when in the corner of the other road, our car was either the first one leading the other two cars or in coincidence, we saw other cars then followed. Were we lost? I wasn't even sure, it was a very dark night at BK 5.

Planning to give surprise to a birthday girl outside her house, kinda a distance away :PPPP

*discussing* *planning*

Birthday cake, hope you like it!!

This is the only photo I managed to capture to show you how well they're planning to give a surprise for you, Foong Yee!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

With samkor =']

Tonight is a very sweet night =]

Time after time

2011-08-25T19:48:00.004+08:00

HOLY! Today's Chemistry paper was FINE, although there are a few questions that I've never exposed to -in another words- I didn't do enough of practices or exercises. I didn't make silly mistakes, while doing, I always try to make sure my final answer is of my FINAL decision and I shall neither look back nor frustrated over any sheets of the papers I handed in. Promise yourself after every EXAM, you're not influenced, no turning back but take it as a force to push yourself to do better!

After school, while walking downstairs, mygoodnessLOOK! I saw my jie in the car with my dad! I was so touched and felt like rushing for her :] I love my jie so much!

Javier Colon from "The Voice" is performing Time After Time! Wow!

Even you're not a huge fan of Justin Bieber...

I feel equally excited!! I'm craving for a hug too!! :PP
Finally, tomorrow is my LAST test! BIOLOGY! Go go go! I'm sure I can do it very well :DD

Christina Aguilera

2011-08-24T20:58:00.004+08:00

Test around the corner? Not around, it's happening right now. So? I'm still watching "The Voice" every night!!

Can you distinguish between two of them? Apparently on the left, is Lady Gaga.

Meet "The Voice" host and judges! With handsome Adam, fat CeeLoo, hot Christina and tall Blake!

Oh exciting, love it!

P/s: Chemistry Paper for tomorrow. KEEP IT UP DON'T LOSE FAITH XOXO!

FIRST Test

2011-08-23T20:20:00.004+08:00

It's a brand FIRST test for me at a new school, new environment! Luckily, everything went on smoothly, I mean I'm mentally calm and physiologically stable. Unlike last time, overwhelmed by a huge weight on my head, as though I was overloaded. PA paper 2 is all about writing and I did it successfully and what a GREAT ATTEMPT(!!!), although I still chose the safest question. Not that I wouldn't want to risk, but it's too risky to risk because I don't know the format :| I can't figure out what they require us to write. Well well well, PA 1, sucked it :] It's like reading a History book, and I didn't put much effort on it. Learn the truth that I will get a rotten result for it.

I saw Joy coming back!!! I'm so so HAPPY and DELIGHTED to see her around! Everything is as though back to the origin, with a pure friendship, good classmate-ship, and everything. As though she's coming back to join our battle field :) Because you need a lot of courage to keep yourself optimistic in Form 6. Everything is like last time, the historical of us REPLAYS, Jun Wei is still sitting right in front of Foong Yee whereas I'm still like PMR and SPM year, sitting behind Foong Yee. Well Christie is sitting behind me, follow by Rhen Jeat. A row of Seksyen 4-ians in the first row of the class and I feel even secure and grateful =]

God treats me very good, the only thing is that I got no choice but when looking in front, I can't stop myself from eyeing them because they're too obvious in front of people. From now on, I will make them visible ;] PROMISE myself that!!

MATHS and MUET for tomorrow! Keep it UP XOXO

Support Meatless Monday!

2011-08-22T15:54:00.002+08:00

So, my sister just saw a centipede (it's millipede) crawling slowly on the floor downstairs. It gave her a goosebumps as, it's very DISGUSTING! We had a slight childish argument over it because according to her, it's an insect with many poda's emerging outwards whereas to me, it's a DIPLOPODA, with ONE LOOK, it's definitely a millipedes and I dunno what's wrong came to her mind that it's a centipede. Of course, it's a small one so we can't differentiate well between centipede and millipede :D

It's Monday! With a little act, who said Monday is a gloomy day? ;] My BIO teacher once said "Here, we can think globally but act locally." I agreed. Yet in some cases, we can act GLOBALLY! Monday is a GO GREEN day. Join America campaign for your one first step to save our globe :]

Besides...

I'm sure you would like to watch this ;)

Tomorrow will have a TEST on Pengajian Am at my school! August test, hell, my friend likes to make comparison which is something that always irritates me.

Something within

2011-08-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

Recall last night, I couldn't figure out solution for the MATHS questions, I called to my Xue Ge for rescue and ended up having a little old time play with my younger sister ;)

From this angle, I can't ignore the fact that we look... pretty alike!

DIG MY NOSE

If you believe E.T.

Gene problem, I can roll, she just can't.

Happy Lucky Day Everyone! ^o^"

RRReflection

2011-08-17T09:20:00.007+08:00

People and friends around you reflect who you are.

There's something I could not figure but finally get to understand the feeling of one's being treated unfriendly behind. Looking at you, we smile to each other and act as if nothing has happened. Sometime I'm even struggling within myself, between the reality me and the lonely me. In my sense of "loneliness" means that when I'm alone and being occupied with own thoughts, as if it's time to be in my own world. The sound of yourself is immensely and tremendously important. I can't describe how important it is to listen to your own voice. After having been through so many unhappy social problems, realised, it's actually a lesson taught by God. It's a very long way to go and God wants me to learn a life's lesson throughout my journey to a better adulthood. Perhaps when I get mature later, looking back, it doesn't seem regretful, instead, meaningful.

It doesn't taste good, it tastes rotten within. I hear my voice telling me you got to let go and move on; another voice of myself: No, they don't worth you to be struggling here, if this is the way they're, let them be, they don't worth it, forget about the friendship; another voice: impossible they treat me that way, may be I can try to solve the problems slowly and they must realise their mistake. AND THEY SHOULD APOLOGISE TO ME!

It doesn't make any sense. If she still likes him, go on, why involved me? If she wants to play ambiguous with him, or if he wants to philander with her, GO ON!! I've had enough with it.

It's Wednesday, Hari Raya Day!

;)

Red-blooded

2011-08-16T17:23:00.005+08:00

Blood-stained spectacles :D

Hold on, well I'm ready for the coming life!

Yi Shyan boy

2011-08-14T14:31:00.002+08:00

We had our tea time at ChaTime, IOI Boulevard :) He's just like last time, stick to Miss Joanne, or I supposed, jiejie *wink*

I wish we can keep in touch and until one day, you marry. ;)

Thanks to YiShyan's mom :D

She and She and Me

2011-08-13T21:10:00.002+08:00

Fennie, huiying and I.

It turned out, we make a very good friend of each other this year. I appreciate it and hooraY! :D

Fridayyy

2011-08-12T21:59:00.005+08:00

It's Fridayyy! Back from Kasturi tuition and I promised myself, it's a brand new day to start everything new today :)

Happy Friday!

My Argumentative Essay :)

2011-08-05T20:54:00.002+08:00

The government has the most responsibility for improving our environment. Do you agree? Support with reasons and examples.

Since the turn of the new century, humans have generally come up with a lot of “creative” ideas to upgrade their lives to better lifestyles without any concern to the environment. In order to meet their demanding requirements, they destruct rainforest to build various types of factories, they invent different technologies that are not environment-friendly and so much of development in upgrading their lives until the negative impact to the environment is negligible. Although mass media often shows concerns to the environmental issues, there is no realistic action done among the residents in our Mother earth. As the saying goes, a thousand miles begin with one step, hence there should be a party who takes the first step into raising the public’s awareness to the devastating environmental issues. Therefore, I completely disagree that the government bears the most responsibility for improving the environment due to several factors. Instead of the government, it is the business sector who plays a major role in improving the environment and has a magnitude of influence in encouraging the public to live a greener lifestyle.

The business sector takes the initiatives and overtakes the role played by the government, it consequently exposes the public into realising several ways that can be measured to improve the environment. In order to encourage the consumers to go green, the business sector has especially launched “Go Green” activity in the public supermarkets which must first approved by the government. For instance, Tesco store in Malaysia has introduced a range of carrier bags to help customers use lesser carrier bags when they shop. Alternatively, Tesco also rewards the customers with Tesco Green Clubcard points each time they use their own bag or the Tesco reusable bags. The points collected for an individual can get Clubcard voucher exchange, thus the activity held by the business sector indirectly helps to promote green living among us. In contrast, the government only acts the supporting body behind the whole idea of the event held. The government is more committed in enforcing the environmental laws rather than to take an initiative and realistic action to improve the environment.

Besides, the business sector invests a lot of money and time in advertising and promoting the green practices among us. In fact, the government also does the advertisements through the electronic media such as television in order to grab the audience’s attention. However, the business sector advertisement is more appealing and eye-catching compared with that of the government one. For example, advertisement introduced by the business sector for the 3R (Reuse, Recycle and Reserve) slogan is more animated and lively with imaginative and inspirational 3R song as the background of its animation. The business sector releases the advertisements through the most well-like channel, for example, the Astro. On the contrary, the government introduced their advertisements though the least popular channel such as TV1, TV2 and TV3, and in two-dimensional form which is not demanding and least favourite by the consumers due to the fact that it is obsolete. However, even an advertisement is being introduced in the two-dimensional way, there is alternative which can be done to satisfy their vision, that is through the graphic designs. The consumers are prone to watch advertisements which are refreshing and interesting to them, and the message delivered should be impressive or like giving them a knock in the head. Example of the messages or slogans is “Let’s go green to get our globe clean.” Therefore, business sector successfully raised the consumers’ attention through their creative advertisements instead of the government.

As a conclusion, action speaks louder than word, apparently the business sector has significant influence and power in prompting and raising the public’s conscious in improving our environment. Therefore, the business sector plays a major part in implementing its commitments to conserve and preserve our environment in order to promise a better tomorrow.

(642 words)

It hurts me a million times xXXXX

2011-08-04T21:26:00.004+08:00

CHILDISH！

CHILDISH!!

CHILDISH!!!

Somebody just said I'm CHILDISH! It's like a thousand thorns on the roses, so sharp that they hurt my skin and internal organs every time when I couldn't help myself but to think of it!

C-H-I-L-D-I-S-H

Valentine by Kina Grannis

2011-08-03T01:54:00.001+08:00

Congratulations!

2011-08-03T00:12:00.003+08:00

Congratulations to Christie Soo! You got our support and you made it!

Today we got a nomination for MPPPU, which is our Form 6 students action party, something like that :P And Christie Soo got the second highest votes from majority of us, and successfully made his way to be the Naib pengerusi. I feel so happy and proud of you! Christie, I see you growing up and it's the time to outshine yourself and prove it to others alright? I'm so happy.

Go! Go! Go! Seksyen 4! Go Christie! I'm so proud of being a Seksyen 4-ian :D At least there is one representative from our formal school, although we're mostly conquered by the ex-Batu 8 LOL!

Ignorance

2011-07-28T19:16:00.002+08:00

I cannot believe this. We're friends, like good friends before. Now, what happened? I tried to pull you aside and wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk with you and you just shook your head and looked just afraid and unwillingly. Ok, that's fine, that's your right to ignore a person. I'm just thinking, is there any wrong with me? I treat you just the same like other, but you just turn cold head to me, I feel... TERRIBLE. You're my friend and I thought by the end of STPM, we can make a good friend of each other. Now, you chose that road. So, bye.

Monday

2011-07-25T20:49:00.002+08:00

I have to write something for today. Well, as for today, I can’t believe I sucked and I actually screwed my MUET (Malaysia University English Test), a graph analysis. If you’ve heard of it, Band 6 is the highest score for an individual. Sadly, unfortunately, unexpectedly, distressingly, or whatever synonyms for sad-I got only Band 3, which is only half of the highest band. WHAT THE! I thought I can get at most a Band 5! See, I have high expectation on myself, resulting in self-depression and self-disappointment. Not really entirely influenced by only a piece of my well-done work. But, I really tried hard and I thought it’s all what the ideas required. Sadly, unfortunately, unexpectedly, distressingly… I didn’t fulfill the requirements and important hits for the graph analysis and synthesis. Still, perhaps I didn’t understand the graph pattern, oh gosh.

Maths T is… aw… awful. Teacher can teach us the most simple way, so easy, so simply. When it comes to doing the questions, I just turned blank eyes at it. I was like “what?”, so the teacher sucks. Ops =X But it’s true. Opss!!

Every day, the MUET lesson is horrifying, my MUET teacher is very HORRIBLE, always be “roaring” at us, rocked the roof down. My Maths teacher teaches the basic things, which is of no use when it comes to doing exercises, she teaches by merely reading the textbook or perhaps, accordingly. My PA 2 (Pengajian Am 2) teacher is a Malay, PA2 is all about writing a Malay essay, hmm… for me, she can teach expertly, like she knows the syllabus and format very well. But, it’s true, she understands it, she knows it, that’s why she teaches as best as she could. On the other hand, my PA 1 teacher, whom is another Malay teacher as well, according to her, she’s studied History for a certain countries, which she’s very proud of, well… amazing, something I wouldn’t study about for the rest of my life. She… sucks. I feel like sleeping during her lessons. I’m sorry, but she’s even more suck than my Maths teacher.

As for my BIO, I should say, GOOD and satisfied. I’m glad to have my BIO teacher around, she teaches very professionally, look the way she speaks English. Wow. By far, CHEMISTRY is my most favorite subject! I know the teacher, she’s very dedicated in teaching and she managed the notes for us very neatly and I can understand the notes very much, it gave me the best idea in answering the questions.

This morning, my eyes turned out to be swelling and I have a rather dark circles. I want to buy a whole-frame glasses!!!! Have been saying it for several times yet I take no action. First, is financial allowed me to buy? Second, is there anyone who can fetches me to the optometry shop? Third, I’m still wondering and afraid if it doesn’t turn out to be looking pretty on me.

Continue my homework now. SLEEPYyyyyyyyy!! Oh shut up :P

Good night!

Starting up

2011-07-23T23:42:00.003+08:00

I'm starting up with something new! It gave me a big wow, new discovery of a webpage! Any updates you can follow me in TUMBLR!

人格是豆腐，腐坏了。

2011-07-21T15:04:00.002+08:00

我也不敢相信，自己就像电视中的女主角，应该说是女配角，暗地里偷视你们的互动。对不起L小姐，我现在终于明白为什么你那么地让男主角丝丝相扣，你的声音是上天的恩赐，欲甜美欲容易牵动他的心。我现在明白，为什么当初男主角会对我有感觉，可能就是，我看上去有你的味道。静静的，正复合对方的口味。谁知相处久了后才发现，味道慢慢淡去。

有时候，我会反复地在想，想啊想，为什么自己就是喜欢随你所欲，就是无法做回正真的自己？千万别告诉我，我患上了轻微的“性格分裂症”！为了复合做你心目中的女生，有时候我发现，自己的性子竟然有所转变。你真的是在我身上吻到她熟悉的味道？我很失落。心凉了，感情事别再找上门，我无法接受这一切切。

今天怎么会说到这些。

陌生人

2011-07-18T18:08:00.002+08:00

我们就像陌生人。直到我真正把你放下，我再甩开用华文写部落格吧。

我们每天就像陌生人，让我越来越在意这一点。什么东西让我对你爱不释手欲念念不忘？徘徊了许久，是我一意孤行，你在想什么？想什么都不重要，最重要的是你偶尔会在想我吗？至少有几秒曾想过这位绑着高高在上的马尾的女生吗？或者你已另有新欢？若是那样，有了心仪对象记得告诉我吧。好让我默默地为你们祝福。顺便让自己有释放的机会。

我们连朋友都当不成了对吗？我看我需要很长的时间来放下你，不想跟你说话，除非你厚着脸皮跟我聊吧，我也会厚着脸，假装一切都没发生过。

碎片刺伤

2011-07-15T17:18:00.003+08:00

这篇我就用华文写吧。

过了好多好多天。相识的第一个星期，大家都兴致勃勃，很有味道。是我的错吧，让他觉得仿佛会失去我，那时候的我对未来飘浮不定，太过认真。我的错吧，一次又一次地让你认为我真的会那样就走。起初我们聊好多好多，有说不完的话题。一路上有你陪着我，就算只站在你身边我一样觉得很有安全感。你的问候和关心更让我觉得幸福。

你不是痴情人吗？还是我太容易相信人？放下了之前的阴影，因为你给我太多承诺。让我放下心，去喜欢你，珍惜你。不是说好了很多东西，大家不是很投入的吗。现在的我，睡了午觉醒来后才发现，这一切切就像一场梦，那种希望不会在梦中出现的画面都一一显现在我生活里，恶梦慢慢地吞噬大脑。针扎了许多片刻，可能自己很伟大。你说你已经没有那个感觉了，我说，原来如此。你不知道，我的心比玻璃跌地还要粉碎。听好了，粉碎。本来对过去很潇洒了，现在，我觉得喜欢一个人应该要觉得幸福。是幸福的。有时候，看见你跟她走在一起或聊天说地，我的心，酸酸；不过几分钟后会觉得，我尽然会在心中祝福你们。虽然是过去，不过感觉会再燃烧的对吧。

是什么东西让我对你爱不释手。如果放下一切不就雨过天晴了。可是有你在的时候，我却想被你保护，不能独立自我。其实独立可以在很多方面发挥作用，可是在你面前我却不行。为什么感觉这回事那么短暂？为什么被埋伏的还是我？是不是上天在惩罚我，让我体验这种苦涩心酸的味道？之前爱慕者找上我，我都是冷落和回避他们。当时候的他们跟现在的我，是不是都有一样吧不住的痛？心痛。上帝算公平了，让我痛在你之下，报应也来得让我心服口服。中了你的毒，接下来需要花多久时间面对有时候冷落面色不善的你呢？是不是在我面前你显得比较默无表情？你说我们还能做朋友。我问你，就只是朋友吗？不是朋友，是好朋友。心又碎。

改天就以好朋友的身份沟通了解彼此吧。看到你，我会自然地面带笑容，毕竟我还很热情亲切。尝试做回自己，不要再被任何因素影响。你会喜欢我真真的个性吗？嘘！都已经没感觉了，怎么写了那么多到后来，又在纠缠已经过去和注定的事情。收工。

因为你

2011-06-17T21:44:00.003+08:00

一些小小的事情却让我幸福。

Farewell

2011-06-16T19:58:00.005+08:00

Thanks to Beatrice, for still awaiting my post I guess :P
Many thanks to those who are concerned about my Blog and me *wink*

I was studying Form 6 at Batu 8 for the previous weeks and since yesterday, I left as I decided to pursue Bachelor of Pharmacy in Management and Science University, located at Shah Alam:D. Before pursuing a degree there, I will take Foundation in Biological/ Health Science, and the orientation will start next week. Can't wait ;)

This coming Saturday, my friend, Shu Min will leave and go to Penang for a teacher training course. Today, unexpectedly planned, we had a small gathering almost among Form 6 friends, together with Wei Jinn and Man Yee :) Our group hit 9 people including me and we had a long talk at IOI mall Old Town.

Shu Min, farewell, and we'll meet again ;D
Wai Chee, are you happy today?

Group Photo :D

5s1's please together wear this orange class T and set it as your Facebook display picture ;) -Idea suggested by Foong Yee and Hui Ying~

Yie Kin, I love you~

Good day everyone! ^^

Higher Level

2011-05-09T22:47:00.003+08:00

This late morning, I went to Batu 8 to register Form 6. Saw Puan Lee, Joy's mother, will be our Chemistry teacher. I met many old friends and among all the Lower 6 students, many of them were students from Seksyen 4. Not bad, and the seniors are mostly from Seksyen 4 too. I can't believe my SPM invigilator will be my STPM BIOLOGY teacher! LOL! What a coincidence! I was surprised at the moment, and relieved! And HAPPY! Also, happy to have Chow Chien around. I was relieved and thankful and... really happy to see him. I respect him so much and learn that he could be one of my "driving force". Really glad xoxo

What a disgrace! I first bought a pair of white shoes and thanks to Rhen Jeat, suddenly mentioned to me about the "shoes" then only I quickly rushed to JUSCO at night,before closing time and bought a pair of BLACK shoes! Luckily my youngest brother managed to fit in his feets into the white one!

Batu 8 second entrance! What a long way down...

During HOT evening, there came three little Malay children selling cupcakes outside my house. I feel so like an adult to them and thought that I should do something for the kids :) I really care about the children.
Tonight! This BIG and disgusting fly flied on the lid of my GREEN TEA bottle! >(

Couldn't help, but still... I miss Noan baby and the children... so much.

So, I'm going to pursue my PRA U at Batu 8 and going to take STPM. I feel like I'm on higher level than anybody else, especially with my Form 6 blouse and skirt. Looked just smart on me :)

Sport Day & Hari Anugerah Cemerlang

2011-05-07T21:40:00.006+08:00

When I reached my secondary school, I thought I was left alone, but Veronica jie helped me so much! And Xin Qi came and greeted me. Wow! Almost all of my friends kept asking me why I was late and the reason,

I joined SuperFun Sport Day.

If to compare, of course the award ceremony is important; First, I thought it would be like last year, normally last-year-SPM-students go on stage last, like 11am+. Second, it's my last day working for SuperFun so I was so willing to help out and see my children for the last time; Third, so I decided that I can actually attend both, since my turn in the ceremony would be last, then I thought I can join Sport Day early in the morning and go for the award ceremony as soon as all my children have gone home and as long as I can go on stage on time. Last, I shall not regret. I shall start to think wise and between two, I can only choose one.

It wouldn't be a lose to me for not going up on stage. I felt just tremendously remorse and sorry for my parents. They gussied up, prepared for themselves, happily, just want to see me standing on the stage, accepting all the rewards and glory, be proud. It's just a matter of honor. Although the ceremony was unexpectedly fast and I couldn't attend it on time, I still got my prize (RM100 for 9A's), a certificate and a simple trophy. After that, I had a small gathering with my fellow friends at canteen and Anjung D; and had a nice "photoshot" with my Form 1 and Form 2 Chinese teachers at Anjung B corridor. What should I demand more for life?

After finished taking photos and chit-chat with my friends, my sister and I rushed back to SuperFun and later on, we had a thank-you-lunch at a restaurant at Puchong Jaya.

Crystal, the assistant of the headmistress of SuperFun was happy to see I was back again to join them for the lunch. I was in the same table with my ex-boyfriend after having greeted warmly by his group of friends. Thank you!

With my dearest Teacher Chua, whom I always help out throughout my working time there. From the morning till the end. She looks so young and beautiful, doesn't she? :)

The guys setting up the "tents".

My aunt was in charge in laying all the apparatus and the runaway.

My Afternoon class children! *weee* So adorable! xoxo!!!!

I dunno, just three words to say whenever I see you: I love you.

Get to take a picture with my family in front of the stage He He

With my jimui :DD

With Sunnie Phhung, my jie and my Chinese teachers :)))

Ha Ha! Exchanged daughter huh ;P

Rushed back to SuperFun :DD

And had our lunch together with all the teachers and helpers^^ this Faye, say hellooooo to her!

My dad was talking and discussing route-after-SPM with Boon Yi's and Xin Qi's parents. After having some serious discussion, advices and comments from Boon Yi's parents and a deep consideration, my father finally agreed to let me take Form 6 and promised will study with me.

Thank you! What can I demand more for life?

Have a nice day! :D

10th Anniversary Trip

2011-05-04T17:07:00.018+08:00

It's the first ever trip organized by SuperFun! We went to Malacca to celebrate the 10th anniversary! Hooray for SuperFun!!

I didn't do anything with the picture, but this is the most special "occasion"! Everything is so bright over here!
Aww... I just can't get along with... animals.

My aunt's feeding the pony.

With smelly camel.

Somehow, I couldn't help thinking my aunt is actually the most beautiful auntie :P

With unknown children riding on the camel :D

Ha Ha Just love my white slippers.

Hairy.

Aw~!! What a honey sweet and happy family~!

Milk Tea. Loves milk xoxo!

Thank you aunt!

They've been working in SuperFun for 10 years!! Long live teachers!

Some funny 9 or 8 years-old aunties xDD Posturing amusing action.

Some other experienced teachers!

Some green and new staff like me *weeee*

Elephant is a gross, its body is whole smelly.

The elephant's spilling water out from its long and dirty trunk! LOL

It's too huge and heavy, therefor, scary.

You're so elegant!

Three baobei's feeding the greyish sheep.

My aunt's procrastinating all the way just to find a right "moment" to capture the right view of the sheep.

Here's her little funny act :D

Look what's the pony doing...

Yahoo! A FAMOSA!

On the way to visit birds carnival~

A meaningful prayer on the lid of the water bottle :)
Waiting for the carnival to start.

Woohoo! Among the hundreds people!

A scene of waterfall by the shooting bullet.

Went back to the condo.

Camwhoring xD

Ha Ha !

The living room!

Kitchen.

Dining table.

Wow! Two double beds for two person each! I shared the room with my aunt^^

My young aunt :D

A grand view from the balcony of the so-called "hotel".

Teacher Mercy, what a pro English speaker!

With Miss Ratna.

Saw two blonde kids. The blondies I saw in every street, were stunning-looking to be honest.

The Cow Boy Street Town :D

Watched 4D "Under the Sea". Wow! My first time! Should have watched 3D Avatar! It would be extremely exciting!

I didn't get enough sleep! The next morning, this is the first time my corneas all turn red and somehow couldn't help tearing!

The long way up to the St. Paul Church!

The cute little kid. Aww still missing my children!

The aunties choosing for stuff.

Yahoo!

Haha! They're the most entertaining teachers!

Missed this :( Should try this next time :)

They know this posture! I thought only teenagers will do this X)

Miss Cheong's (in purple) taking photo with Misses Lim's three adorable children.

Forgot the name of this glory symbol of christian...

Teacher Lai, Teacher Asha, Teacher Mercy and Teacher AUNT ~

Not bad.

Whatever, I just looked different.

With Miss Mary Lai :)

Praise to his historical art works! Make Malaysia proud! :D

You're great and mighty! I respect you!

Nyonya taste! *wee*

Jonker Walk! What a beautiful name! :)

Saw this beautiful and giant slippers for public view.

Ha Ha with Teacher Patricia. Their smile is charming right? ;D

What a cute dessert! I know my sis will love it!!But I didn't get to try D: the weather is too hot for me to repel the temptation!

Some meaningful arts.

Layshawn boy came to my seat just to eat my Taufu biscuits! So handsome oh my boy :D

Our SuperFun trip!! Yay~!

Share with you, the FIREWORKS!!

I'm returned!

2011-04-23T22:28:00.003+08:00

This moment, I finally post something more about myself^^ This morning I received a phone call from my secondary school and I'm invited to attend the award ceremony! Of course, actually I've been waiting for an invitation letter from them or... actually I didn't expect a phone call by the way @@"

On the way to visit IMPERIA, institute of technology with my dad. I just captured a picture of this! My heels is sparkling and giving out diamond-light in the sun :P Hope you can catch the sparkles.

Evening is always filled with boredom. That's the reason why I chose to work in the afternoon instead of in the morning! We went to Papa Jones and had our lunch there :)

Nice shot sis! Managed to cover my hungry face :DD
At night....

Boring... Have to revise the driving course....

Then I started to camwhore myself all night :PP

I know I know. I'm equally freaked out. My head is dropping down from the 'waterfall'!!

kiss kiss Haha!

Gahhhhh!!

HNG! *lol* Learned from Ning Jin :D

Before I'm going to watch "Robinhood" with my sister,
GOOD GOOD NIGHT everyone!

Greeting!!

2011-04-22T11:42:00.003+08:00

It's Friday! No more working today!

Cheering for the good good day!

Without specs. Aww~~

Happy GOOD FRIDAY!!!

People like me, lack of sleeping. Let's sleep *grunt* *oink oink* piggg

Noan baby

2011-04-21T21:20:00.004+08:00

Come back from home, I feel very tired and weak. Sometimes, I've been thinking about love and relationship. I tried once... but I didn't nail it. I tried so much but we both didn't participate together. When it's time to separate, I didn't feel depressed or heart-breaking of losing him, I felt just... thanks God! I can relax now. Relationship screwed my nerves, I still think maybe it's not a suitable time to have this. Until now, yes I should focus on my study.

Back to my reality life, wake up late in the morning, due to last night staying up too late watching pranks and funny videos. Every day I feel like I'm in hurry. I'm getting very slow in motion because I just don't like to hurry. When times gone, realized it's not "slow motion", it's lazy.

I work in the afternoon now. I chose it. I want to spend more time with afternoon class children. Because they need more care and attention. Morning class has too many children and so many teachers to interact with.

Ohh my Noan girl! No, no, no, should be my Noan baby^^ Showing off her new hair clip and new princess watch.

Noan is always be moving and my mobile camera is 5MP, but it just doesn't work out.

My children were lining up to...

take turn and play the big giant BALL!!

My Chubby Eugene just doesn't like my chubby Rebecca, because she's kinda naughty actually.

My Princess Jo Lin :DD She's veryyy beautiful ^^

baby xoxo

Thanks for visiting me. Have a sweet dream everyone! :P

My children xoxo

2011-04-20T20:10:00.008+08:00

Sometimes, I still like to bully :P

I did't want to give Penny girl sweets.

Then she started to make the unhappy faces.

But when I took out my mobile phone wanting to take a "cucumber face" of her, she showed a bit of smiling face.

I finished sharing the sweets with my brother and mom. She thought there's no more left. I showed her another one.

I still did't want to give her. She felt unhappy and unsatisfied!

And she finally CRIED!

But! I still gave her at last! I'm not that bad! Just get used to poke fun at her :PP

With my Timothy darling :) muacksss!!! wet one! *wink*

With my Rebecca Girl. She's so cute! But she threw temper today! Displayed a violence side of her! =| For the first time, I was scared by a little kid.

My darling Melvern always does this in the class and playing around!

We had Sport practice just now. God! I'm so proud of my children!

My afternoon class dears~~

Love you :) Sleep bah, won't let anyone to disturb you.

Haha! My secret friend sent this note to me ;p

Have a nice day all! Sweet dream :DD

With my Rebecca girl .:.

2011-04-19T20:49:00.003+08:00

Haiz... My Rebecca girl is going to swift to morning class. I'm so going to miss her! She's like a baby, cute, adorable, her voice, simply cute. Rebecca!! Some day Miss Joanne will reach there earlier to pay you a visit! Don't be scared! HA HA Love you lar...

Baby Rebecca~~~

Had a slice of strawberry marshmallow cheesecake for supper last night ;)

I think it's better to upload at least a picture of me whenever I feel like updating my Blog. LOL~!

I still prefer the background light in my upstairs toilet :x

Haha! Have a nice day! Tomorrow is another day, how many days left with all my cute little children?

My diary with Lee Harn boy

2011-04-19T09:50:00.003+08:00

Look, my Lee Harn boy is playing excitedly with me while waiting for his parents to fetch him, it's "bullying me" not "playing with me" actually.

From left: Lee Harn and Hao Quan.
This Hao Quan boy is cute only after the lesson or during the dismissal time xD Because in the class, he always dreams and lazy to move, but kinda clever also. However! Only after the end of the class, he will start to play and sing, start to open his mouth. LOL~! He always bullies Miss Joanne T___T Squeezes and pulls and beats my hand T.T

His mother is late! Very late! Normally he goes back as soon as we take them to downstairs, like 4.45pm like that. Now, tick-tock tick-tock.... Almost 6 o'clock, can't see his parents. I asked my colleagues at the counter, Mrs Lim helped me to call to his parents. At first my colleague said the mother will be late at 5.30pm, now the aunt is going to fetch him at 6pm something.

When Lee Harn boy sees it's her aunt who arrives instead of her mother, he cries out loud! Grabbing my hand and almost gets to hide behind me. I think the aunt should be embarrassed by his repel and ignorant. Lee Harn boy can't recognize his own aunt! Brilliantly, the aunt calls to his mother and asks the mother to talk to Lee Harn who is still crying there, insisting to follow her. That time I'm holding my Lee Harn boy tightly in my arms, somehow I just feel like I'm a great sister to everyone.

With the help of Teacher Chua, who is his class teacher, and comfort from the mother through mobile phone, Lee Harn finally follows the aunt to go back home~! Teacher Chua is taking and following Lee Harn all the way to the car, so sweet and so responsible. Sometimes, I just couldn't ignore that I actually learn many moral values from her. She's so good.

My mother is waiting for me for about 20 minutes already, starting from 6 o'clock. She sees Lee Harn and I ask her what do you think and my mom says

He is cute.

Of course! My boy :DD

Yours.

2011-04-14T10:47:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday!

I have faith in everything about us :) xoxo!

How good if he's the man.

2011-04-12T20:30:00.004+08:00

About my children again! But, today's topic is more different! ;P Can you believe you can find a man's characteristics in a kid? Your ideal man?

Haha! I kind of found my ideal MAN xDD He's just a kid by the way. But, I love to hug him from behind, he got wide shoulder, handsome face, fluent in speaking English, independent... Ha ha what's this all about?!

YES I LOVE TO HUG HIM! His BACK! And if possible, KISS on his cheeks! Ha ha! Obsessed.

He's kind of shy. Every time I kiss him and he never wants to kiss back. TODAY! I requested him to kiss me.

He looked around.

And no choice.

Blushed.

He kissed me...

Ha ha!! Wow! I really love this kid, hopefully he can be my baby :DD

Active Melvern man Ha ha!

You're MINE!

xoxo

My baby? :PP

Oh no!!!
Melvern is MINE!!!

Ha Ha! What a funny post for today! Must be tomorrow's JPA interview? It's destiny! Must make sure I take it easy, and be calmed!

I silently walk into your life, and silently, I walk away.

2011-04-10T19:51:00.007+08:00

I silently walk into your life, and silently, I walk away.

Sometimes, I've been struggling, thinking hard on my own personalities. Questions often come across my mind - am I... flower-hearted?

Hmm let's ignore the confused side of me.

I think I'm sicked and get used to people's behaviour. I love to meet new people, make new friends, figure out little secret in them. Recall my secondary school life, yes, so many friends to be reminisced, but "brothers sisters" most, or maybe a few of my friends. Others, if wanna keep in touch with me, I will do the same thing; if don't want... you can choose to treat me like a stranger, I don't mind. Hold on, I'm not being negative. Let's think through the fact and the reality, humans can become closer to each other but after sometime of lost communication, you rather make no expression and quickly pass by, or you can at least paste a smile on your face, continue your way.

If it's changed, it's changed. I couldn't alter the fact and nor can I get back anything that's changed. If life is this way, I accept it. As long as I enjoyed what I owned before. It changed already, I will feel a little depressed and nostalgia at the time, but as soon as time gets your way, take it or leave it, I won't regret.

悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄地来。我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。

Yi Shyan boy!

2011-04-08T22:31:00.005+08:00

It's Wednesday, the kid was having his birthday party and his birth date is the same with Mr. Thomas! ;)

A quick shot of my working dress.

Friday afternoon, with cute little Jo Lin. She wears the watch because I wear watch too; she has SuperFun business card behind her name tag because she saw me having it behind my name tag too; she is so... C-U-T-E !

With adorable kakak from Cambodia! It's her last year, wishing her all the best! She's so friendly, I respect her as an individual :)

It's Yi Shyan's birthday today! Mr Thomas and I treated everyone there with nuggets and french fires^^ Thanks to my mom for helping us to fry the fast food and for fetching me to Jusco to sort from many brands of nuggets and french fries *wink

Year 4's (with two Year 2 and three Year 3 darlings)

Year 5's~

Year 6's :)

And with Miss Joanne :DDDxoxo

Yours.

Family Korean BBQ

2011-04-05T21:56:00.006+08:00

Just celebrated my SPM at a "Korean BBQ" restaurant :) It's somewhere at Petaling Jaya. More photos you can check out on my Facebook Photo Album ;)

Free Korean lollipop~

No more countdown

2011-04-02T21:14:00.031+08:00

Wondering why I didn't countdown with SuperFun again?

HaHa! I AM BACK! ;DD

I will be back with SuperFun again! BUT! I will start to work in the afternoon, not in the morning anymore. So I bought some assorted jelly for my Year 4 children in the morning class :) I will miss them so damn much. *heart-to-heart*

*wink

Monday morning with this white handsome boy ;P

Don't cry anymore please~

Yi Xin cutie.

Blurrrr but cute Deng Warng.

Rhun Song dear.

Jia Le darling.

Ha Ha cheeseee!!

Cute cute sweetie :)

Cheryl darling~

Adrina darling, I'm so worried for her, Mr. Thomas please take good care of her ok :'(

Jerome boy.

Mok thomson, his name is so rare *wink

Isaac *muacksss*

Cute Ming Hao.

Charlotte, haha her name sounds very rare too :P

With Kien Li sweetheart~

Elsa Eow, smartie in the class!

Wow just look at his sharp eyes.

Elsa Eow girl.

Ye Wei's showing his "pistol" o.

The crowdssss.

Evan boy.

Woon Yu dear.

Ha Ha :D

Both of them are spoiled by me xP

Timothy darling, can't help kissing his super-man face.

It's really hard to grab his attention. He's just too shy~!

Lenglui lengzai Ha Ha

Rebecca darling~~!!!

So cute! Noan Miss Joanne~ Noan and Rebecca are both super adorable~!Couldn't help loughing out loud when viewing this again and again :PP

My two dearest and foremost dears!

English Clare, so PRO.

Ha Ha my baobeis :DD

Darlings look here!!

Timothy handsome boy.

Cute cuteeeeeee Lee Harn boy!!

Another adorable boy, cute Melvern!

Lee Harn boy's playing with biscuits, way too cuteee!

Jo Lin dear, so beautiful o^^

Hiiii!!

The class.

Jo Lin dear.

He He

Captured by Jo Lin @@"

My baobei's~

Playing with my tag ;)

*LAUGH OUT LOUD*

Holding my two darlings' name tags^^

One belongs to Lee Harn boy,

the other belongs to Jo Lin girl.

:D

baby Noan!

London Bridge is falling down!!

Clare is really meant to be with Melvern xDD

Hiiiiii FIVVEE!!!

Hi 5!

Get ready

Suuuuu peerrr FUN!!!

All my cute little darlings playing together :) We're happy FAMILY *wink wink

Morning class darlings, Adrina and half-Cheryl.

Cheryl girl :D

Isaac boy! My cute cute

Isaac cute cute dear, first person to kiss lips-to-lips with me HAHA!

She's so funny and always laugh at my little action, a smartie :D

With two cute little darlings.

Struggling XD

The crowd, after dismissal time.

My Kien Li boy!! Third person to kiss lips-to-lips with me Haha!

Woon Yu darling, love to drink milk :D

Ha Ha like my children^^

Afternoon class, before going upstairs :)

With Timothy dear, and Ranice darling *wink

Playing with toys

First table.

Second.

And third. Ha ha

Noan Lim's singing and dancing in the class. Super adorable!!

SIT DOWN QUIETLY!!

In the morning, dunno why my face suddenly looks slim here,

In the afternoon.

what a big difference Ha Ha!

Shhh...

Elsa Lim, so like a hamster! xD SO CUTE!!!

Year 5 Afternoon children^^

With Noan baobei xoxo

Waiting to go upstairs~

Children, say Hiii to the camera!!

*no reaction* -.-"

With Timothy boy again :)

Dear dear.

Teacher Asha you're so funny! I'm so happy to lend you a helping hand!

Starring as the children for Sports Day. Behind the stage with Teacher Asha and Teacher Yvonne :)

With Aunty Rina's son and Mrs Lim's son^^

Some funny but cute boys.

Saturday is Fun

2011-03-27T01:13:00.003+08:00

Mom has gone to Raub with Madam Tee, whereas dad has to attend a meeting at school. Leaves only five of us at home, doing nothing, boring. So!! My elder sis is the only one left, who knows to drive! With all our efforts, she agrees to fetch us to have a mini food tour in our housing area here, ha ha!

But, by the end, we only went to two places - Hailam Kopitiam and Equine Park JUSCO. LOL ==

Last time my mom ordered Hailam Kopitian Tea and it tastes so delicious and frothy! Now, the milk tea I ordered at Hailam Kopitiam in Equine Park there just doesn't taste as delicious as the previous one. What a disgrace!

My brother with his COLD milk tea. We really adore TEA :DD

Mocha Almond Fudge, an ice-cream cake. RM 6.90 @@" It's only a small slice if compared to Secret Recipe cakes.

Blueberry Cheese Cake!! Ummm YUMMY YUMMY!~~@Secret Recipe, JUSCO.

At night, we have a steamboat at my neighbor's house! Actually, to be honest again, I don't really like seafood. All taste just the same.

Ha Ha Cheers!
Actually I do hope I look like a mature sister to everyone. I love to be a big sister :)

Camwhore with my younger sis *wink*

Good Night!!

=D

Countdown with SuperFun 5

2011-03-27T00:21:00.011+08:00

Day : Friday
Countdown : 5 days left.

It's Friday, the fifth day of the counting day and the last sixth day of having fun with the adorable children. During the afternoon, I was asked to work in Childcare as they have insufficient of helpers. So... I cannot go to Year 4 Afternoon Class for today, I feel kinda depressed and I miss them so much! I really want to take more pictures and play more with my sweethearts Noan, Timothy and Lee Harn, Clare, Melvern...

The March women, many of them born on March (it occurred to me). So this morning we have a kinda short celebration and gathering with all the teachers and helpers.

Cutie Godwin!!! Haiz! So cute! So active!

Way too adorable, you couldn't resist to give them a big bear hug XP

Ellsworth boy! Your have a big bear EYES! And you have a pitiful stare O.O

Zhong Jer! You're so handsome! Even your crying face also couldn't deny the fact! the White Prince! Super fair, and he has a pitiful look. x

Harold Yee! You cannot scold him, otherwise he will sob then cry. Scary! But still, if you talk to him nicely, he will follow and obey you X)

Cute cute Godwin plucked the growing seedlings! Cute indeeeeeeedd!!

Ha Ha!! LOVES!!

The Year 3 teachers are acting funnyly to teach the children a lesson :)

*paying attention*

Kristen dear!!!!

Super smart Clare Ha ha

So cute!! Only Year 2 this little Ellsworth boy!

Ha Ha! With the Year 2 and Year 3 babies :DD

Godwin!! Let me go!!

Morning class cute little sweetheart Elsa ^^

With Evan darling and cutie Elsa!

I wish Evan boy can stick more with me! If he sticks with me, I will loveeeee him more! Unfortunately he's independent now Ha Ha!!

Cute cute Jerome boy and Elsa girl!

With orange bag Jerome *muax*

This Kien Li boy really loves singing!!!!

But I love you both, still XOXO
with loves.

Ha Ha

LOL! Pravin boy blocks Kien Li boy and me!

Jerome requested to take a photo of this loudspeaker. Dunno why == Maybe just a testing for the function of my mobile phone camera~

I love to work with you Teacher Chua! And, you're so beautiful!and interesting :DD

Jerome boy.

With Year 5's cute cute darlings~

Kai Zhe boy and Yi Shyan boy^^

Yi Shyan boy is really handsome, together with this little pretty Alyssa girl! My goodness, they look so... good. LOL!

I finally see NOAN!!! Noan!! I miss you so much! I couldn't believe the moment I saw them coming down and waiting for their parents outside of the childcare class, I almost... cry. I know I've missed them so much! I really love them. I want to protect them.

With Kai Zhe. Come and stick with me!I will love you more!
Ha Ha!!

P/S: Please do not separate me from the Year 4 Afternoon Class children again! I couldn't bear it. I always miss them!

Countdown with SuperFun 4

2011-03-26T23:53:00.008+08:00

Day : Thursday
Countdown : 6 days left.

It's Thursday, the fourth day of the counting day and the last seventh day of having fun with the adorable children.

With Jia Yi, Year 6 dear. Super adorable and shy boy!

Cutie Isaac, Year 4 darling :)

Timothy and Lee Harn boy! Playing toys, they're my LOVES.

Rebecca! Chubby cute little girl!

Jiejie x you Timothy!

You're so handsome!

With Yi Shyan boy o^^ Fall in love with him since the second week of January :) Until now!

Lee Harn! I just wanna KISS your chubby chubby white face!! *MUAXXX*

HaHa! Jo Lin dear!

They all start to want to play with my wire headband XD

QQ Noan! She's mine~~~

HAIZ! Noan girl and Jo Lin dear are fighting over the headband!!

Ha Ha cute till I speechless already.

*xoxo*

Aww!! Somebody takes away the headband from her! Pitiful Noan dear!! Ha ha

Ha Ha cute~!

Melvern boy!

Trying to mix and join the girls :P

xoxo!!!!

*kiss*

Ha Ha ouchhh! Can only see half of my face T.T

He hurts her hand and trying to apologise and blow her hand Ha HaNoan thinks the same way like me, that iswe think Melvern is really funny!Both of us LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!!! *LOVE YOU NOAN*

With Melvern darling and Hui Ting girl behind :)

Ha Ha So cute!

Hao Quan boy!

Fly~~~

Off the day! Cheers^^